I want to scream and cry and die, all at the same time. It feels like my heart is being squeezed and it hurts so fucking much but it’s also so empty at the same time. I just want everything to fucking stop.
Life went on
But it was never the same again
I want to be myself again,
but I’m still trying to find it.

I wake up everyday hoping I died
I don’t know how to live like this anymore
I’m trapped in a life I don’t want
I want out
“I don’t like who I am. There is nothing good about me anymore. I am sick of wasting my time. I am worn out. I am really tired.”—
Holding on gets harder and harder everyday and I don’t really see myself having a future.


